Lemme start afresh.... :)

Life has suddenly come to a halt and I am least in the condition of even acknowledging the sudden escalation in my life.Now that might sound like an oxymoron but it’s true.I am up with new responsibilities, supposedly something I am still trying to come into terms with and there’s a whole lot of world I feel I am straggling behind in my new persuasion.I have a life beyond my professional obligations and I almost seem to be giving that small subcordate niche of mine a total off in my bid of feeling awfully dead beat in my everyday’s toil!!!

Life is becoming hectic and for now I can make out my losing on the much needed resilience front.Hoping to getting it back soon.Lemme endeavour a little to get my basics back to the track.Amen....

In\Out...the fine equipoise....

A pretty sad day in toto…which I happened to spent staying at home solely…the previous week seemed hectic enough.. for my lame soul had been venturing out of home everyday,something which off-late it had got unaccustomed to owing to my long hibernation period.Now when I almost got accustomed to this frenzied routine,I am feeling duped but thankfully it’s gonna last soon…and then may be you guys would see me cribbing more.... ;)

All of a sudden,everything around seems to be jostling through in mad rush.There’s IPL towards it’s closing stages with the yester season’s last rankers gearing to showcase a final apogee....the new ministry finally swearing in to hopefully rescue us from the current financial turmoil and may be save us from future terrorist attacks and internal riots by considerate tactics.Then,there are all sorts of people and experts and monomaniacs trying to succour anyone and everyone possible.

With so much muddling around…delightedly not in literal terms…it’s acceptable for a temporary batty mind to get a little frayed in the tiff.But seriously,is it not a perennial phenomenon occurring around!!Why at times,it has to bother so much…like it’s doing now.May be it has something to do with our cognitive profligacy.Never mind,I’d try finding that out soon…the Freudian theories should surely help ;)

Beauty...outer has meaning too in this hypocritical world!!

Had just been reading an article in newspaper that talked about the deception related to our outer skins and also how our whole contemplative ideology kindles around that. It cited the example of Susan Boyle who shot to instant fame a couple of weeks back when she sang I dreamed a dream in the show Britain’s Got Talent. Much has been written about her life and countless annals have come up since then stressing the same points about the dwelling swindler akin to almost all of us.

Before this all started hovering in my mind, I was watching Priyanka Chopra dancing to the tunes of Desi girl and like always, I was pouting with the mere beshrewing thought of not being in the same ‘perfect form’ cohort..obviously not meaning being an actress...!!That’s perfectly not my arena... ;)

Howsoever we are told about this entire good good feel giving talk, we hardly seem to be giving it much a think in our daily huddles. And I am quite skeptical about the idea of the world conforming to this rather unfashionable notion also in true proportions. Gone are the times when minimalism would be the major magnetizer...now in the era of advertising and marketing, only smartness sells..and the outer realm is the initial appealer most of the times. Good looking packages come handy. Things might not work out later but atleast you know you’d be looked upon once if you have that in you.

Just a thought....may be we should keep refining our qualities and virtues for a better living...but honing our outer beauty too is not that bad a deal. It’ll probably only take us further.

Mosaic of thoughts....

Came back from a friend’s place an hour back and I just can’t help myself feeling enlightened with the conversations I had with aunty(her mom) and the fun I had with the English accented 3 years old niece of hers. Right now fully rejuvenated and fresh...As I try recollecting the fruitful time I spent there, I could feel that fresh tranquil vibe passing through me...I’d just try regelating my whole thought process in enumeration here....It’s too jumbled up but worth a try.

# Generations older would always remain fairer and more divinely prudent than ours.

# I hope, as individuals, even we are able to project correct sensibilities to the next cohort.

# Kids are just mind blowingly super-active.It’s difficult to control them.

# Yet they are always fun to be with. Their innocence is just too killing... ;)

# It’s high time to erase ‘I’ and ‘Ifs’ from our dictionaries....these are perpetual cause of our suffering.

# Nothing fumes the vicious cycle of our misery more than our incessant ambitions.

# May be there’s nothing bad in harbouring them but there has to be a set limit.

# I lost a bet today...Chennai won. Pathan, for a change didn’t bat to Warne’s expectations.

# I’m losing track...amidst the IPL tumult. Too much game pressure, it seems.

# No, it’s just been taught to me that it’s all in the mind.

# Just start accepting the life the way it comes to you. Karma is indispensable fixer of destiny.

# Believe it or not, fret or remain calm....everything in the world settles down at it’s pace and according to the best possible way.

# We are just required to have faith in the superpower and soon, the silver lining will shine through.... :)

# Keep gulping gol gappas amidst serious discussions.They help excellently.....

# I have been lured by the little kittie....she’s taking me with her to Adelaide...haha....

# The associations in life are pre-decided. We turn the way we are supposed to be associated as.

# The prolixity and incoherence, of this diary entry is getting exhausting :(

# We can label even that as a coincidence but there has to have a science beyond science. May be it also has some reason....!!

# I think I’d just have some ice cream, may be the inexplicit will become clearer....Things are getting weary....too much food for thought, it seems now.

Mindgames-Keep fretting!!!!

I have just been observing a great deal of things these days-blame it on my relatively disenthralled mind from studies...or my mind’s perennial pointless round the clock buzzing....again something more or less related to the former fixation only-the mind(Someone had once said,“It is far pleasanter to sit comfortably in the shade rubbing red pepper in a poor devil's eyes than to go about in the sun hunting up evidence”.....and inane application of my mind,I guess is functioning hard to breaking this latter corollary!!!)

While chatting and talking,I am finding it rather easy to continue conversing with cribbing and crying mode 'on' since the counterpart also inevitably has some or the other thing in life to fret upon....Take any topic-be it related to you,your job,politics,corruption or any other damn subject,maximum times....or let me say all the times(unless you are talking to a real saint!!)....you’d find the going getting smoother if anyone amongst the group or the duo has anything worth worrying or getting upset upon.If the other person gives you a great piece of news,you might just congratulate him/her,say 'wow',smash smileys or use different exclamations to show your reaction but hardly you’d have anything to carry on in the dialogue unless you start delivering an account of your stunning anecdote!!

So,we can’t really classify this penchant for pothering and fuss creating chitchat to be amongst the bad set of wonts.They bring so much to gossip and not to forget,are superb source of communication material!!! ;)